Spark of hope.

We receive the healing Lord.  Let it come!

Sept. 30, 2015

At home. Bambine sleeping next to me, Joseph the sweet snookee wook kitty between us.

Keep reading or skip to the end, it's good stuff!!

Was feeling beat up & down today, because of the Dr.s and their WCS ( worst case scenario) mantra.  Kinda started to believe them.  They were crushing my mustard seed.  

Yesterday it was "End of life" planning, Hospice options & DNR orders (do not resuscitate) chit chat, with the Doc, the hospice Doc & case worker & her day nurse.  And not even a cup of tea & bickies provided.  How rather odd. Not very sporting at all. Bad show.  

Today it was a reiteration there of, one on one with the Dr. In the hallway outside her room. "Doc, did you say "unplug her fluids and let "nature" take over??"  "Isn't this like dropping her off in the desert???"  Sanctioned Euthenasia?  Sorry but I couldn't live with that. If God's going to take her, He will need to stop her & take her while connected to fluids.  "It would only be 3 days and she's be gone". Ah, no. 

So that's how serious it is, at least to the Dr.s.  This is their end game and they're ready to play their last card. 

MRI's show cancer in the skull & 2 stokes on the brain.  One in the Thalymus-connection from brain to body, & the other in the Right Occipital Lobe - speech & movement of the left arm. 

"She probably won't be able to communicate ever again". Dr. No. 

Sorry but last night she was pulling her blanket off with her left arm.  

Tonight she needed to "go to the bathroom" as she stated a few times (communication), and started to get out of bed.  I told her "you've got a bed pan you can go now, you don't have to get up." So she did!  Hmmm. Felt like interaction. 

About 10 mins before I headed home to relieve Grandma, OH, I didn't mention that Grandma arrived on Friday to help out. She didn't expect to walk into this the day after she arrived, but she's been great helping with Bambine, cooking meals, and praying over her beloved daughter. Nice to have someone to talk to also. 

Ok, ready for something good!!???

So, about 10 mins before I headed home from the hospital to relieve Grandma, a certain young lady opens her bright eyes with properly dilated pupils (for the first time in days) and looks right at me.  I say, "Hi" and she says "Hi" and I just about fell out of the chair.  A bolt of excitement went through me. 

Then she says my nickname which is "Aloysius,"  not an easy name to say. 

I am rather encouraged, as in ready to do a cartwheel encouraged!!!

Very exciting actually!!!

I'm feeling very charged up & excited at what the Lord is going to do. No sadness here. Please be excited with me!!!

GOOD Night!!!!